I really am very tired of this emotional roller coaster ride I am on. I'm tired of the emotional pain as well as the physical pain. I am me the eight and half hours I'm at work. But the rest of the time, I completely shut down. I just go through the motions. Like a robot. I don't eat. I don't sleep. I don't see anyone. I don't talk to anyone. I am just so mentally and physically drained. This post, if you will forgive me, is just a rant, a whine if you will. I put the walls up so nobody sees this side of me. But every once in awhile I have to let it out. This is my only form of "letting it out"
Ahhhh it has just been a bad couple of days...no more than a couple days....more like several weeks now.
I have the blues. And I've got it bad.