Three Poems

lost in the maze of life

i wonder how shall i live

when no one cares for me

none heed to my tears

lost heart weeping for love

love pays no heed to my heart

with a soul marred and wasted

i wait for my silver lining

my heart crying a secret cry

for clandestine reasons many

my feelings i do not know how to express

and thoughts to unfold to my own

life treading in a painful path of thorns

and i am walking alone with no roses

and with no one by my side

tears racing down slowly from tired eyes

and heart bleeding for lost love

tears of my bosom unseen

are flowing like a swift river

in a topsy-turvy state now i am

in a crossroad i wonder deeply

which path waits my doom

and which road will be for me a boon

life once ebullient now silent

for doors of grief many have opened

just for my tired soul to bleed

with no blood but with pain

lost i have everything now

now what more am i going to lose ?

gone, all gone, days of ecstasy

when life was brimming with love

but gods' envy and wrath is on me

i tolerate with a heavy heart

with malaise, agony, and anguish

is there any one to care for me ?

none, no one, no one is such an angel

but everyone is rather curt

may be, my end is near

and i must retire to my barrow

to free myself from everything

all trials and tribulations that torment

so that peace and calmness embrace

my lost heart and marred soul

so that i will lie softly alone

in the deep soft earth in tranquility.

with no blood it is bleeding

but by deep love it is hurt

but no one to this lone heart heeding

because the evil in this heart is leading

and the doors of bliss is shut

with no blood it is bleeding

on pain and sorrow it is feeding

and living all alone in grief's hut

but no one to this lone heart heeding

because the whole world thinks it is kidding

but no one knows it is by love cut

with no blood it is bleeding

to the coffin of sorrows it is heading

for someone has to it hurt

but no one to this lone heart heeding

with love in life it was dwindling

but now it is all alone and everyone is curt

with no blood it is bleeding

still no one to this lone heart heeding

secretly, silently

very alone and disconsolate

isolated from this evil cruel world

she weeps in the darkness of the night

for death

complex inscrutable

emotions, feelings and thoughts

in her lovely heart violently sway

and thus lying alone with a bleeding heart

she weeps

crying slowly

and an angelic cry

with tears running down her face

she waits for her lost love to return

for her

bliss, comfort

she lost very easily

in her dear life, and heart

she lost for her angel, is with her

lost love

waiting anxiously

with unending tears flowing

and painful bleeding heart in her

coffin of sorrows, with soul wreathed in pain

she bleeds